There is a piece of paper laying on my kitchen counter. I try to write down what I use up before the box or can gets thrown away. Like I have said before, I don't like surprises. I plan ahead sometimes way ahead. It is a security thing. Especially now with Joe's cancer fight. Trusting feels so "alone," no matter what you read, or who you talk to, you are still alone. It is a faith issue believing that God has placed his spirit within me. He said, "I will never leave you or forsake you", that is a promise. Feelings like jumping out in midair not seeing the net below, or calling out in the da...